Personally, I'm ready for the shift to occur. I seem to have been in this state of discontentment for some time now. Something wants to manifest but it just isn't happening. I'm discovering though that it is somewhat of a challenge to make the right "move."
Moving too quickly without considerable introspection might just mean a move to a different location in the same state of Divine Discontent. Fortunately for me, the Divine has slowed the manifestation of my good down enough for me to realize this. Is the move a change for more good and fulfillment or is it just a lateral move to something different but really the same?
Years ago, in one of my many job searches, doors of opportunity opened then closed quickly. Until one day at a breathwork workshop, the facilitator said he wanted me to work with him. Now this man had just met me, didn't know anything about me or my skills. Fast forward to a year later. I had just begun a new job when he called and wanted me to work with him. I didn't feel comfortable leaving a job I had just started so it still didn't happen. Then, about six months later when that job was changing drastically, I contacted him. It took a couple of weeks but about 11 o'clock one evening I received a phone call once again asking me to work with him. I said yes. Now I knew absolutely nothing about the job duties, had not seen the office, and had absolutely no idea what the pay was. Crazy? Maybe but that job lasted over 13 years.
Serendipity brought me to this place and it was a good place. Not sure if you caught the word "with" in the above paragraph. This was the first time I had been asked to work "with" an employer. A team, partners, family. Something like that.
So what does this mean? It means things happen at the right time in the right place with the right person. One cannot make something happen nor can one just jump from one experience to another without KNOWING it is the right thing to do.
How do you know? There is a feeling deep within that says yes this is right. Fears disappear; doubts don't appear at all. This feeling can be compared to coming to the edge of a cliff...and jumping. You just know in your heart of hearts that it okay. You will fly or land softly in a place of bliss and happiness.
But what do you do until that perfect time comes? You meditate. You pray. You stay focused on the Good. You visualize. And....YOU DO NOT PUT LIMITS ON YOUR DREAM!
Limits. On my drive home from the gym this morning, the thought came through me that I have been putting limits on what I really want. I truly know what I want but my limited human thinking says that it is not possible. I have to do this. I have to do that. This is what is expected of me. This is what I need to survive. Maybe survival isn't the issue. Maybe I need to thrive and do that which fulfills my hearts desires.
Beginning Now, honesty is my policy in asking for and expecting to unfold the deepest desires of my heart, to live my dream. Visualization of what I truly want to experience begins today and continues everyday until the dream is a reality. In mind, it is done!
~ Affirmation ~
I am so happy and grateful now
that I am living the life of my dreams,
fulfilling my Divine Purpose, and
enjoying every second of my life on earth!
Namaste,
Mareda
Ah yes, can't close off without an Irish blessing on St. Patrick's Day.
Have a Happy St. Pat's everyone!
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