Why?

Have you every asked "Why?" Why is this happening to me? Why am I in such a predicament? Why is this person in my life? or not in my life? Why? A little word. A big question. And usually asked when a person is in a rough spot or visiting that condo in the valley.

I've been asking myself the "why" question a lot lately. As a metaphysician, I believe our thoughts and wishes put us right where we are. This can be somewhat disturbing when the events of our lives are less than what we want.

My lot in life is really pretty good. I have my health, my daughter, my family, my furry family, my friends, a job, a warm home, etc. etc. Yet.....

I am in a very challenging environment. I have gone over and over in my mind about what I may have thought or affirmed to attract this into my life. Last evening, as I was meditating and praying, that still small voice whispered, "Maybe you are there for another reason, another person." Wow! A whole new perspective.

My mantra for the last 20 or so years has been from the Course in Miracles:

"I am here only to be truly helpful.

I am here to represent Him who sent me,

I do not have to worry about what to say or what to do for He who sent me will direct me.

I am content to be wherever He wishes knowing He goes there with me.

I will be healed as I let Him teach me to heal."

 

Maybe the answer lies somewhere within this mantra. Maybe my perspective needs to change. Maybe I need to be a little more kind to me. Maybe I need to listen to that still small voice a little more.

 

Just maybe.......

 

Namaste,

Mareda