What if every day of our lives stayed the same. I'm sure many who are reading this think their days are the same. Wake up, go to work, come home, get dinner, do chores, go to bed, and repeat this same scenario the next day and the next. But are they really the same or do we keep them the same?
My life is changing again as it has many times over the years. I've prayed about this current change, meditated upon it, taken steps to move it forward. And now that the momentum is increasing, I find that an old feeling is trying to make headway into my psyche. Fear. It creeps in when I am falling asleep. My old friend, the ego, making sure my sleep doesn't come easily. It creeps in when unexpected events occur in my life that might affect my finances. It creeps in when I question my heartfelt desires. It creeps in when I question my self worth.
Yesterday, I allowed fear to be my buddy. I embraced it for what it was. I cried. I took a nap. I invited it into my meditation. I examined it and then bid it farewell. Fear is a product of not recognizing our truth. It comes to us in moments when we are weary, when we feel off center, when we forget our source.
I remembered during the process of embracing my fear that I am bigger than it is. I remembered that I had asked for change to occur. I remembered that change can be scary when trust is missing.
So today, I shall continue to move forward. I shall continue to do my mental work. I shall continue to know that I am a child of God. I shall continue to live life on this plane of existence loving every experience. I shall continue to know that I am more than enough. And when I doubt, I shall love myself even more.
Most importantly, I shall remember why I came to this planet at this particular time. Why?
To Love and to be a Healing Presence!
Why are you here?
Namaste,
Mareda
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